GOODBYES…
ey it’s me Panky Seksi… Ilang araw na lang and I’ll be jobless… I don’t know if dapat ba akong matuwa or ma sad…. Saying Goodbye is really hard… it’s the hardest part in living.
Aug 2003, I started working sa kompanyang malapit ko nang lisanin. HOnestly, andami kong benefits na nakuha sa kompany na itoh…. 53 months ago, I was so “the Priest”… as in super to the max mega over.. and it is in this company where the healing process started (charus…)… The work, my new found friends and everything around me helped me accept the sad reality.
Sa kompany na itoh nabuo ulit ang aking pagkatao… I learned to stand on my own. Dati kase, nasanay na akong may “part, blah blah blah… it’s so unfair part”…. nasanay akong may kaibigan na on call……. Sa kompanya na ito I learned to face the “DAMI! NG!” na sigaw ng Japanese… Sa kompanya na itoh I learned to face the bitter sweet reality of life…
Bitter Sweet? Yes…. because it is in this company where I came to realize na kahit anong effort ang gawin mo, minsan negligible sa pakiwari ng iba… na feeling mo, you gave your super the best shot and yet it remained unnoticed. Minsan naman pag pinagpala ka, ung mga efforts mo naman ay may super na gantimpala…. Well, in short my stay in this Company opened my eyes to the real world….
It is also in this company where some of my dreams came true…. I consider myself maswerte for being given the chance to spend an 8-day “vacation” in Iwaki, Japan…. Andaming hapon dun, di ko kinaya… Ages ago, I dreamt of becoming a teacher… and bilang katuparan sa pangarap na iyon, I orient newly hired operators, Engineers and Technicians in our Division. Don’t know if i am an effective teacher pero sana may natutunan sila sa akin….
In my 53 months stay in this company, i believe I gave my best shots…. even some of the BIG MEN in the company believed in me (I hope so…)… They rewarded my “efforts” by promoting me.. Nax naman….. charing…. and I am so happy because the one who shouted “DAMI, NG” on me some years ago is the same person who apppreciated my english spekinensis…. He even asked me - “Where did you learn yur English?”…. I should give credit to my mother nature Inang mahal who tirelessly taught and corrected our pronunciations…..
But then, everything must come to an end. Kahit anong pilit mong magstay kailangan mo talagang magpaalam… Magpaalam dahil alam mong mas makakabuti iyon sa iyo at sa karamihan. Actually, may advance award na nga ako eh… I am given a 3-day leave courtesy of suspension… Watta! The first suspenso in my whole 28 years existence on Earth… It is really so depressing but I know that there is a reason for this… We know naman that God Works in mysterious ways…..
Starting yesterday, I entrust my whole life and being to God….. and my drama in life —- YESTERDAY ENDED LAST NIGHT…..
sa mga upcoming JOBLESS, don’t you worry coz you’re not alone… madami tayo kaya CHILL lang kayo.
Love love has come my way!
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